Friday, March 30, 2012


My ability to portray size isn't that good. I tend to make things bigger then I mean if there is more then one object. Something to work on I suppose.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Tuesday, March 27, 2012


Well then...I skipped another day. I'm not sure if I feel disappointed in myself or not, for this and more. For the most part I'm leaning to no. I went to sleep early in order to get over the perpetual tiredness I've been faced with since the warmer weather in order to finish my essay. Yet I feel I should have remembered this commitment better. Beyond that I met the requirements for the essay but failed to do the revisions that I'm sure the teacher expects.

Other things I've been trying to do is get a good hour or more of walking on school days. I have, for the better part, done so. Despite this I have gained weight. Then there is math. For this class I have been sitting at less then a percent away from an A but my inability to grasp the concepts as well as I need to have kept me from my goal. I haven't heard from the Honor's Society about my getting in or not. Tonight was the intro banquet. I didn't go, I didn't know if I was even apart of it or not.

I need to get a loan for school, which is keeping me from summer classes. Just a bunch of doubt about all this. My not having a job is making me fearful.

No, not disappointed, just frustrated.

Monday, March 26, 2012


Sorry for skipping last night but it stormed so much I couldn't make a post.

Friday, March 23, 2012


I realized on Wednesday that the biology lab would be the coolest place to draw. Why didn't I notice the specimen jars earlier?

Monday, March 19, 2012

It's Over!

Trying to cram a 10 page paper into a single weekend is daunting. I miss interpreted the syllabus and ended up having a week less then originally planned. I feel I did as well as I can for that amount of time but at the cost of my sanity for a bit. I also tried to learn what I needed for math over this period of time. I still got a 75% on the quiz resulting in a large amount of self hate. I was point 3% away from an A. This little bit may take weeks to get back up.

I do realize I've forgotten to update over the last few days. I thought about it but I've all but collapsed into bed these last few days. I hope I have made up for it tonight with a larger then normal update.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Ipod cover

Yesterdays post reminded me that my ipod has been beaten up more then normal lately and that I should make some kind of cover. It isn't much, just enough to avoid even more scratches.
It was nice to get back to sewing but I'm not quite ready to stop reading most of the day.

On top of reading a whole lot more I'm trying to work on filling out applications more. I really need to try harder for a job.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012


I spend a good 2-3 hours cooking today. My crepes fell apart and I felt the whole thing wasn't worth hearing my stepmothers comments.

I had a panic moment as well for school. An essay was due a LOT sooner then I though. I got lucky and the teacher made up her mind to extend the date. Also, since I haven't heard from fasfa, I may not be going to school next semester.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Friday, March 9, 2012


I feel really bad about yesterday and my thoughts on this blog. I had ended up walking for 4 hours and my tiredness did not allow for me to care enough to draw something to post. I honestly didn't care if this blog ever got another post. Slight guilt aside I do have a picture for today and I'm feeling very happy about my walk now that I've slept. I will say my tiredness did seep into much I did today. I lofted around reading and finished the "Return of the Jedi." I did also started studying for my Human Growth and Development test. I'm sure more will be done tomorrow.
Also, about my not wanting to draw, I'm starting to dislike what I have around me in terms of what to draw. I don't want to start repeating items just yet but there isn't a lot to choose from when I work mostly right before bed. I'll just need to get over it.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012


Three cheers for doing well on my math test and being done with my bio test.
Doesn't look like a still life but it is.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Granny Square WIP

Just a little post to remind me of all the little projects I still have going on.